Arcata in a distance…

I Don’t ever know what is real anymore. When things go bad they really go bad. As you all know I was planning on attending Humboldt State University, well my plans have changed because money is the ruler of all good and bad experiences in life. I had a loan for almost 3,000.00 dollors but because, I dropped a class with a ‘W’ during the summer they decided to not give me the money promised. So, I will have to wait another semester.

I thought about my exspenses and relized I could still go. My friend Lauraine was willing to let me stay at her place until I found housing. How Great! Well, I got a letter from her the same day I found I wasn’t getting my money that she will be unable to allow me to stay in her house because of personel issues.

$337.00 for gas

food costs

$327.00 airplane

$500.00 truck transfer

and lets not forget apartment and down payment.

I wish scholarship people got to know me so they know exactly where their money is going. I am going to try again for future scholarships yet, it is so hard to get them when you are such a little person, from a little town, looking for a large amount of money. If any of you have any ideas hit me up. I could use the motivation. I Love Kids, I am interested in the way people think. I want this so bad.

Here is a little art project i did…