Arcata in a distance…
I Don’t ever know what is real anymore. When things go bad they really go bad. As you all know I was planning on attending Humboldt State University, well my plans have changed because money is the ruler of all good and bad experiences in life. I had a loan for almost 3,000.00 dollors but because, I dropped a class with a ‘W’ during the summer they decided to not give me the money promised. So, I will have to wait another semester.
I thought about my exspenses and relized I could still go. My friend Lauraine was willing to let me stay at her place until I found housing. How Great! Well, I got a letter from her the same day I found I wasn’t getting my money that she will be unable to allow me to stay in her house because of personel issues.
$337.00 for gas
food costs
$327.00 airplane
$500.00 truck transfer
and lets not forget apartment and down payment.
I wish scholarship people got to know me so they know exactly where their money is going. I am going to try again for future scholarships yet, it is so hard to get them when you are such a little person, from a little town, looking for a large amount of money. If any of you have any ideas hit me up. I could use the motivation. I Love Kids, I am interested in the way people think. I want this so bad.
Here is a little art project i did…
Adrianna, remember this set back is only temporary. Unless Humboldt State University slides into the Pacific, you’re still good to go. I recommend you find and listen to a song by Alanis Morissette called “Hand In My Pocket.” You may be able to relate to the lyrics and feel better. I’ll be rootin’ for you on the side lines!
Hey dear darlin, ok ….things happen for a reason.. lessons 0f life are not always clear..thank goodness..as we are not always on track due to our tunnel vision of what we want and what we need to experience… sometimes learning lifes lessons ..are more important ..for some reason things change and are not always in our control ..you are being distracted and need to be in solid ground …you are SO very strong and have solid parents to support you …YOU…you have proven over and over that you are not afraid to work, capable of working and going to school…successfully. throughout your life you will have people be embideosos of your abilitity to love life, be safe in relationships friends and family, as i have with sisters, sister in laws, always jealous because you really dont need anything from them but something they cant give.. or dont know how to…love with out consequences or can work out to give at least a little and let you continue to flurish…because of who you are not matter who is in your life you will always grow.. and be loved..people who do really care about you should watch and learn and accept.no need to do anything else,,no need to take away from that..learn from it experience it and support that we can all live under those minimum expectations while at the same time we grow older ..I have lived through so many people in my life all who I have enjoyed.. you would think it could be just a bit easier if we just would talk with one another and trust ourselves to share with one another,..,, thats all…. LOVE YOU,,, beautiful energetic loving human being !!!