‘BEEZY’
Do you ever feel that you work really hard for what you got and what you need and people just want more from you rather than appreciating what you have done. I have found that this is a never ending cycle. How can i work really hard for my self and than certain people get mad because I am not doing more. I hate that i am writing a lot of my thoughts down to the public but i seem to be much more satisfied with myself when i do so.
I have a mid-term today i am not excited actually, i am very nervous. I have been working so hard for all of my classes and yet it is just not enough…I wonder how other people do it sometimes…people like me, working everyday of the week two jobs full time student, plays tennis, host of a radio talk show getting in and out of relationships. The hussel seems to be getting harder and harder all the time.
How do you get recognition for stuff like that? Why do I feel as though I work hard yet have nothing to show for it… Do you ever feel you want to travel or just take a weekend off and feel totally re-leaved afterwards. I have that problem, if I try to take a day off or so i still feel exhausted rather than rested after.
Should love wait…Should I work as hard as i do? Is it all worth it…should i allow people to help me make a living rather then stressing my self out with little lifes’ problems…like food or a place to live. I new that working everyday would be hard but I don’t mind that i think I am much more stressed out about being exhausted. How do i help myself with out overdoing it…Is that even possible can one over do helping themselves. I feel so confused about my life…and not in a easy to work out way but a how do i help myself way…
