JOE?

Usually I tend to not post personal information, but sometimes I feel that I must let everyone know how I feel day to day or various other things…Recently, I have been involved with two very important people, we will call them Joe’s. Joe 1 and Joe’2. Joe number one is a hard working guy who is romantic, sweet, funny, athletic and has an accent. My problem is that Me and him decided that I did not have the same feelings. Joe number two is the kind of guy you wouldnt normally bring home to mom. Although, he has the ability to fall for a couger, haha. Me and him had a strange relationship I liked him he didnt like me, he liked me it was a bad time, and I wasnt looking. Now he has also moved two states away to follow his dream. He is living the party life and getting paid for it… Well we still talk on a somewhat regular basis although I am usually the one calling and he has yet to make the inititative. 

The entire summer I have been single and just traveling. I have traveled on my own and visited a few friends here and there. I get to NMSU and I go to socials and a few parties looking for some hopefulls. I then decided guys are way to flirtacous and in the end they arent attracted to you. I am very picky so I decided to stop you know, flirting without a cause and just wait.

I then start talking to this guy on a social network of mine who is a film major who looked super interesting… So, here I go sticking my neck out again for the last time. I decdided that I was going to ask him to see a movie… Silly right? should this be the guys job? who knows? so I send him a note over this social network… Purposly not running into him on campus so as to not show my embarrassed face to him. He messaged me back in  a video and told me he actually was interested in me ever since he saw me.

We hang one day before the actual movie date…and after a few falls, back flips, rock concert dancing and mustache parties. We decide to go on an official date to the movies in El Paso, Texas. I get dressed to impress and as did he. We drove to El Paso and he had already purchased tickets to this amazing plaza theatre and we watched ‘REBEL WITHOUT A CAUSE’ with James Dean. It was so pretty inside the theatre. He then takes me to eat some pizza after building a cup sculpture of his face we visit his house. He sais he has this plan, I have no idea what he is thinking about… He drives to a park where we can see the city lights and the El Paso star… He puts on music, first thing on his music list is Frank Sinatra. Koolaid is the next thing I see with swirly straws hanging out of each drink and as he sings to me he asks me to officially be his girlfriend. I was in such a trance… I said ‘YES’ and even now my fingers quiver with a sence of remembrance of the actual moment. So, today is a new day and even though it is a new realationship I cant wait for tommorow.